My First Time Here Victim Of Lifelong Abuse

I come here looking for help and others who I can share my day to day struggles with, I have been through a history of abuse and abandonment ever since I was young. I have been diagnosed with ptsd and a learning disability which is causing me a lot of street in my life. My PTSD keeps me from making new friends even socially anxious to the point where I can t talk it s like I am afraid of saying the wrong thing in groups and in front of random strangers. I do try and be outgoing as I can be... My First Time Here Victim Of Lifelong Abuse
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