Lazy

Lazy is a word that comes up when I am forced to stop , which is more often than I want it to be these days. I was a really hard worker before this PTSD thing. Like, really hard. So much so that it, I am certain, helped lead to my breakdown. Now? I play games with my head to motivate myself to challenge triggers. All the freaking time. But it doesn t feel like I am doing anything of value. I don t sit around the kitchen table all day smoking or drinking beer. I don t sit around... Lazy
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