Safe To Say I'm Depressed

I usually go numb on days like this but today I m not and I don t know why. Oh my gosh today is rough. I want my family but I want the caring, thoughtful family i have made up. I want a hug, a real hug not a friendly hug from someone who thinks I m just a really cool person that they like hanging out with but one of those hugs that you can just feel the love. I want a hug like what I give my kids and they get from relatives. Is it really too much to ask? I want my family to post pictures... Safe To Say I m Depressed
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