Don't Wanna Watch It Fall Apart

So I ve been seeing my boyfriend, a vet with PTSD, for about 6mo. For the first 3 or 4 months, he was perfect, everything (i thought) was perfect. To me, his first "episode" took me by complete surprise and scared me more than anything. It was like watching Dr. Jeckyll turn into Mr. Hyde. I didn t understand fully what was going on and the only way i knew to protect myself from being hurt was to end it. We started talking again a month later and he was Dr. Jeckyll again, making promises... Don t Wanna Watch It Fall Apart
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