The Adverse Childhood Experiences Study

First I will say that I use to self-harm. When I was 16 and I was cutting myself on my hand with my house key before taking the bus to school that morning. I liked the feeling. The pain blocked my real pain. I was hopeless. I had no friends in high school. I remember punching myself on my legs until it felt numb. The last time I ever punched myself it was last year because I had an argument with my now ex about when he and I would visit each other for the first time. For a whole year (2013)... Obsession With Suicide/death
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