Marijuana

I never feel happy. I mean, sometimes I feel OK, but not really happy. Last night was different. I felt happy. Without any effort or feeling that I was somehow faking it for show. I laughed with my family. I danced in the grass. I watched the sun go down. But I also smoked marijuana. And I think that s what made me feel happy. I have this little jar that is probably about 12 years old. It still works. Today, I m not high. And I feel like I usually do. Slow and foggy-headed.... Marijuana
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