I am abusing alcohol again. I can t seem to function in a "normal" life. I m fine when I work in the war zone. It s when I m back in Kiev that things fall apart and I realize I am an empty shell. I have three days off this weekend. Days that normal people would spend seeing friends and doing whatever it is that normal people do. But I have no friends, I feel close to no one, and I don t feel I have any purpose when I wake up in the morning. Being away from the war zone makes me all too aware... Rough Patch
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