My Thoughts

So sad. Why? It s not..... I don t know how to live. I don t want to think my thoughts. I tried always to be a good person. I have never drank or smoked or done drugs. I don t curse. I saved sex for marriage. It doesn t matter. I went to college. I graduated with a 3.9 GPA. I was a stay at home mom. I tried so hard to be a good mom. Oh god what a failure I am. I m hit where it hurts me. So deep. So hard. The pain is deep deep down inside. I do feel betrayed. But I feel guilty for feeling... My Thoughts
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