Fear That T Will Retire

I had a group therapy weekend this weekend, my T was a facilitator, and there was another T there facilitating. The other T announced that she was retiring (her and T ended up saying their ages), so T is only a year younger than this other T who is retiring. And cue the fear. I just got my official DID diagnosis, so now T knows her feeling was right and to start treating it that way. It took me a while to get comfortable with T, and not to run from her when I got scared, and also to really... Fear That T Will Retire
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