Waiting To Decay

So my heart is pounding a million miles an hour just writing this. I was deployed in 2003-2004 and spent the majority of my year in Fallujah. During my deployment I lived through daily mortar attacks. I also experienced MST which I ve never admitted to another vet or even any of my friends.. This is a huge step for me. There was only one occasion that I witnessed someone killed and it was an ING (not a buddy) being hit in the head by a mortar. Though that was a close call for us as well, my... Waiting To Decay
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