I Don't Know What To Do Or Even Think

I ve been with my boyfriend since May, there was alot of dishonesty which I ve managed to overcome, and we ve grown very close, he s wonderfully kind, attentive, understanding, things would be perfect if not for one issue. Right before we even started I made it very clear that I cannot be around someone that uses porn, it s tied into my ptsd and hurts me unimaginably. The dishonesty at the beginning was just that, but after he saw my reaction he said it wasn t necessary and he just needed... I Don t Know What To Do Or Even Think
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