Nothing Says Isolation More Than Spending Your Birthday Alone

This is probably one of my worst birthdays ever, and thats hard to top. I am spending it sitting alone outside on my porch watching a tv show on my laptop. The only highlight to this birthday was my one friend surprising me on thursday and taking me out for dinner. I feel so very alone and crushed. I keep trying to tell myself its because everyone is busy, but is it really? My roommates haven t even said anything… Have I isolated myself so much that no one cares? I went to church and maybe 3... Nothing Says Isolation More Than Spending Your Birthday Alone
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