Home Invasion Survived, Killed The Intruder, 15 Years Of Ptsd

I read threads about trauma bonding, Stockholm syndrome - still I m not sure if there is any excuse for me. I was 18 when we met and I stayed for 9 years of emotional and sexual Abuse At the time, people saw me as a stupid girl. I remember some guy telling me to cut my wrists lengthwise not horizontally if I really wanted to succeed at killing myself, Over 20 years ago - there will never be enough time to separate me from that time I was not able to have children because of that man I... Stupid Girl I Chose It
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