So..i Just Fell Apart. Trying To Accept What Happened.

I am always f*cking angry. I ve been dealing with this shit for 30 years of my life. It eats me up inside that my wrongdoers have gotten away with it. I heard no apology. I don t see them repenting. I don t see them even trying to do the right thing. I really, really want to see my wrongdoers suffer. That feels like the only Cure, otherwise I spend my entire day ruminating over every incident and come up with scenarios in my head on how they should suffer. Yes, I think about it all day... I Am Always f*cking Angry And I Give Up
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