New, Been Dealing With This Alone For A While

I ve been working with my therapist for several years and I don t feel like I m getting any better. I have periods of severe Depression and suicidal urges and lately it s the worst it s ever been. I called my therapist last week and said that I wasn t sure if I would be coming to my appointment later that week because I was suicidal and didn t think I would be able to make it past the weekend. This was kind of a cry for help. The day before my scheduled appointment his receptionist left a... I Feel Like My Therapist Failed Me
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