Feeling triggered (appropriate use of the term trigger) by my son right now. Rejection/ abandonment issues. The thing is... I know in my head that in part his behavior is relatively normal as well as age appropriate and I have done nothing wrong. That most likely he s not rejecting me, that I m a good mom most of the time - and never a truly bad mom. So why does my body feel dejected and broken and sickened and pictures of Suicide pop into my head... phrases like "I should just die."... My Head Knows... Why Don t I?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/nausea-feeling-in-throat.32851/
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