Newly Diagnosed After 16 Years

Hi guys, I m Amelia and I was recently diagnosed with PTSD. My PTSD is from an older child molesting me on several occasions when I was 8 and from 2 rapes in 2010. I have kept my stuff together fro 16 years and never knew why I felt the way I did. I had depression,anxiety, panic attacks, disassociation and nightmares. I always threw myself into work and school and was always making people laugh. I never addressed my issues because I was not even aware that I had been raped and molested. Now... Newly Diagnosed After 16 Years
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