Hate This

I really and truly hate this life that I m just surviving. It s been 2 1/2 years that I lost my trust in everyone, and instead of improving, instead of getting at least some of that back, it s only gotten worse. That loss of trust seems to have brought to the surface a whole host of other symptoms that have been buried for a very long time, and I simply have lost all control over my emotions. Seems that now, triggers are way more intense than ever. It takes me a lot longer to recover. Like... Hate This
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