Last night I had a gigantic wave of self hatred. I had to do it. It was itching to get out. I got a blade from one of my thousands of pencil sharpeners (I m an artist) and I relapsed. I have maybe 15 cuts on my thigh now. I wasted a year. I threw it all away in less than 5 minutes. I can t believe I did this. I can t believe I let myself do it.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/denied-therapy-for-years-by-parents.69713/
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