New To The Supporter Role

I was recently hospitalized for SI during the severe depressive swing on one of my cyclothymia cycles, they re-established meds quickly, and got me stabilized in a matter less than a week, it turned out to be one of shortest hospitalizations of the 50 or so hospitalizations I have had. SI has been a constant most of life, It was not until 20 years ago I feel safe enough to reveal anything about my Abuse... I Need Help I Can t Handle This Alone
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