Intense Dissociation

hi all I don t know if I have PTSD but I have a docs appointment to see. 6 months ago I was attacked by am autistic man in a park (I was his support worker ). The police were called and it went horrendous , he beat me up and would not stop beating me , I thought I would die . He had emotionally abused me prior to this . I have not been the same since . He was not prosecuted due to his condition so I don t feel a real victim. He has tainted me in public since . I feel I have to be hyper... New Here
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/intense-dissociation.65794/