How To Stuff A Cat Into A Carrier

All I seem to do is push people away. My husband, my kids, everyone on here and in my social life. For months pushing... Building walls... Turning away, shutting down. And when I m alone I m not alone. The voice that hates me is here too. I don t want to be with anyone or myself. I hate feeling trapped. I feel like every time I try to move forward there is an unseen set of hands that are cradling my brain and at the slightest movement in a positive direction the fingernails dig in with rage... Pushing Away
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