So for the last monh or so , I been getting suicidal thoughts . I still have the desire to do it , but I can t carry it out . I want to do it primary because then my suffering of these last 30+ years will come to an end . I could no longer have to cling on the hope of looking forward to anything . I could no longer feel anymore pain . I would be at peace , knowing that my life never really mattered to anyone, and that I nevered really belonged here to begin with .
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/a-lot-of-suicidal-thoughts-lately.49717/
No comments:
Post a Comment