Sitting, Staring Into The Abyss

As I grew up my Mother had to care after my Grandpa. Like any kid I had no actual understanding of the effects Shell Shock could have on a man s mind. My grandfather would sit for hours outside, just staring into the abyss. Some night s he drank so heavily he d pass out sitting upright on the side of his bed slumped on his beer belly. With John Wayne, or Clint Eastwood on the T.V. He was a veteran of the Korean war. Stubborn as they came. But he was an honest man. He never really sat... Sitting, Staring Into The Abyss
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