Why Do I Feel That I Don't Belong. Where Is Home?

The older I get the more confused I become. I like being on my own, but hate it at the same time. I feel empty, tend to shut myself off. Have massive trust issues with most people and to an extent, even with my own children. I simply can t settle anywhere. Which bring me to the issue at hand. I am now 65, working part time out of necessity. In my mind I can t identify a place that feels like home to me. When I was a child we shifted so many times I lost count. I continued this way all through... Why Do I Feel That I Don t Belong. Where Is Home?
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