Needing Help Because He Tells Me It's My Fault

For the last few months my boyfriend has hit me. It started around June when he got drunk and he was saying horrible things to me. I asked him to stop. He didn t. I slapped him. He said that was my one shot. He continued to say horrible things. I slapped him agin. He proceeded to punch the back of head while I crouched on the floor. I know hitting him first was wrong. I never have again. Since then when we fight and he is drinking he has chocked me until I couldn t speak or breathe. One night... Needing Help Because He Tells Me It s My Fault
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