Is My Body Trying To Tell Me Something?

As some of you might know I m a passionate member of postcrossing.com. I sent one of my last cards to a young girl in Ukraine - more specific Krim peninsula. When other people receive your card, the type in the code and some also write a short message. The girl whom I sent a touristic view from where I live, wrote that the place looks really beautiful and that she hopes that it might be safe where I live. Concerning the current situation on the Krim - I was deeply moved by her simple but... What Moved You Emotionally Today?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/is-my-body-trying-to-tell-me-something.65137/

How To Deal With Remembering Something You Wish You Had Not?!

I find that when I get tired, symptoms are exaggerated. Physical symptoms intensify - the stress in my body is painful in my neck and back. I know when I m over tired because my muscles get so tight that I have to lie down. Sitting up can be painful. Emotional symptoms intensify - Anxiety is so much worse, negative self talk is worse, Depression is worse, line between past and present seems to blur. I think more and more about the past. Then I have a 3 hour nap and all is a little brighter.... Why Does Being Tired Make It So Much Worse?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/how-to-deal-with-remembering-something-you-wish-you-had-not.65135/

Why Does Being Tired Make It So Much Worse?

I find that when I get tired, symptoms are exaggerated. Physical symptoms intensify - the stress in my body is painful in my neck and back. I know when I m over tired because my muscles get so tight that I have to lie down. Sitting up can be painful. Emotional symptoms intensify - Anxiety is so much worse, negative self talk is worse, Depression is worse, line between past and present seems to blur. I think more and more about the past. Then I have a 3 hour nap and all is a little brighter.... Why Does Being Tired Make It So Much Worse?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/why-does-being-tired-make-it-so-much-worse.65136/

Chat Temporarily Disabled

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/chat-temporarily-disabled.65129/

Pets:emotional Support

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/pets-emotional-support.65131/

Talking About It Is Hard

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/talking-about-it-is-hard.65130/

Started To Thinking Seriously To Give Up...

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/started-to-thinking-seriously-to-give-up.65133/

My Sister Is Emotionally Abusing Her Partner And I Cannot Stand To Watch It Anymore

I no longer see the chat box on the forum home screen. Was I banned from the chat or is this a problem everyone is seeing?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/my-sister-is-emotionally-abusing-her-partner-and-i-cannot-stand-to-watch-it-anymore.65125/

Need Help Dealing With A Friend

I no longer see the chat box on the forum home screen. Was I banned from the chat or is this a problem everyone is seeing?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/need-help-dealing-with-a-friend.65127/

Nhs Response

I no longer see the chat box on the forum home screen. Was I banned from the chat or is this a problem everyone is seeing?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/nhs-response.65126/

Narcissists Mess Up Your Mind... Freaking Out

I no longer see the chat box on the forum home screen. Was I banned from the chat or is this a problem everyone is seeing?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/narcissists-mess-up-your-mind-freaking-out.50069/

Can Anyone Tell Me???

I no longer see the chat box on the forum home screen. Was I banned from the chat or is this a problem everyone is seeing?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/can-anyone-tell-me.65128/

Is It Possible To Have A Flashback To Having A Flashback?

I posted on here the other day. I was just curious about something. My guy has shut me out and has told me he needed time and space. He blocked me on instagram, but still posts pictures. Is that normal? For them to shut someone out, needing time and space...but yet still lives their everyday life while posting on Instagram? Kind of feeling like I m forgotten, and like he doesn t care about me at all :/
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/is-it-possible-to-have-a-flashback-to-having-a-flashback.65120/

Lost My Composure, Kept My Temper

I posted on here the other day. I was just curious about something. My guy has shut me out and has told me he needed time and space. He blocked me on instagram, but still posts pictures. Is that normal? For them to shut someone out, needing time and space...but yet still lives their everyday life while posting on Instagram? Kind of feeling like I m forgotten, and like he doesn t care about me at all :/
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/lost-my-composure-kept-my-temper.65124/

Help

I posted on here the other day. I was just curious about something. My guy has shut me out and has told me he needed time and space. He blocked me on instagram, but still posts pictures. Is that normal? For them to shut someone out, needing time and space...but yet still lives their everyday life while posting on Instagram? Kind of feeling like I m forgotten, and like he doesn t care about me at all :/
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/help.65123/

Consent.. The Link Contains Scenarios

I apologise for periods where the server closed briefly for 5 to 10 minutes, as I have needed to make changes where the server needed a full reboot. I have left this open for members to respond directly for any speed issues. I m slowly working through the problems, much of it is trial and error as to what works, what causes more issues. I ve just made some recent changes which hopefully cater to user demands better. The problem is that our growth is significant in the scheme of searches... Server Tweaks - Open To Report Speed Issues
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/consent-the-link-contains-scenarios.65115/

Flashback Then Blackout?

I apologise for periods where the server closed briefly for 5 to 10 minutes, as I have needed to make changes where the server needed a full reboot. I have left this open for members to respond directly for any speed issues. I m slowly working through the problems, much of it is trial and error as to what works, what causes more issues. I ve just made some recent changes which hopefully cater to user demands better. The problem is that our growth is significant in the scheme of searches... Server Tweaks - Open To Report Speed Issues
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/flashback-then-blackout.65118/

Server Tweaks - Open To Report Speed Issues

I apologise for periods where the server closed briefly for 5 to 10 minutes, as I have needed to make changes where the server needed a full reboot. I have left this open for members to respond directly for any speed issues. I m slowly working through the problems, much of it is trial and error as to what works, what causes more issues. I ve just made some recent changes which hopefully cater to user demands better. The problem is that our growth is significant in the scheme of searches... Server Tweaks - Open To Report Speed Issues
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/server-tweaks-open-to-report-speed-issues.65119/

Name That Distorted Cognition (thought/perception)

I hope it s okay to post this and it doesn t offend anyone.. I hope you all understand why I writing it. 15 years ago I was old I had fibromyalgia and at the time it wasn t much heard of in UK. I was told after 5 years of suffering symptoms.. At that time, you could not look up symptoms on the internet and the pain points were kept as professional knowledge. As it became easier to research publicly, more and more people were diagnosed and it soon became the new bad back , in other... Sufferer Or Shirker?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/name-that-distorted-cognition-thought-perception.54277/

Domestic Violence Survivor, In Verbally Abusive Relationship.

Hello, I don t really know how to start, but I guess all I can do is just let it out... in hopes someone can offer me some support/ advice. I would really appreciate it.. I m 30 yrs old now .. been through a series of traumatic events from childhood till mid 20 s ... how do you get over being sexually stimulated by your own cousin, as your first pleasurable experience? Realizing it was wrong as I got older and him being more bold with his advances .. all of this happening with family... New Here ... Need Support On How To Get Help
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/domestic-violence-survivor-in-verbally-abusive-relationship.55425/

Prolonged Exposure For Multiple Incidents Of Csa & Exploitation At Various Ages (as Child & Adult)?

Hello, I don t really know how to start, but I guess all I can do is just let it out... in hopes someone can offer me some support/ advice. I would really appreciate it.. I m 30 yrs old now .. been through a series of traumatic events from childhood till mid 20 s ... how do you get over being sexually stimulated by your own cousin, as your first pleasurable experience? Realizing it was wrong as I got older and him being more bold with his advances .. all of this happening with family... New Here ... Need Support On How To Get Help
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/prolonged-exposure-for-multiple-incidents-of-csa-exploitation-at-various-ages-as-child-adult.65114/

Unsettling Thoughts Of Self Harm

When I have severe depressive episodes usually associated with Suicidal ideation or past attempts I can actually feel deep what I would describe as psychic pain. It is not a headache but I find myself holding my head and rocking back and forth. My T (who is extremely experienced) asked me what this was when he saw me do this in a session. I told him pain and am always asked if it is a headache but it is not. He was perplexed and I don t remember now what he said because I think I... Has Anyone Felt Deep Psychic Pain When Severely Depressed?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/unsettling-thoughts-of-self-harm.65112/

What I Would Love To Tell To A Predator

I had a friend call CPS on me because my house was very messy and Seriquil had me sleeping almost all the time. off of it now. I have been dx d with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, borderline personality disorder, severe recurrent major Depression...I am beside myself scared to death! My house is much cleaner, but i can t seem to stop shaking due to nerves and i have vistiril! !! I am almost constantly in tears. I met with them already. They will be coming unannounced about 4 times a... Cps Called On Me B/c Mental Health
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/what-i-would-love-to-tell-to-a-predator.65110/

Blurred And Snowy Vision During Dissociation?

I have a special friend that I ve known for two years that I suspect she has PTSD but she won t admit it .She has had childhood trauma and young adult trauma. but recently we were talking at least three times a day a since an arguement its down to nothing and its been almost two months. I lost my temper today and told her I would not text her anymore and that she was probably not reading them any way. Said some more things and now I m worried
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/blurred-and-snowy-vision-during-dissociation.65107/

Accepting This New Normal

I have a special friend that I ve known for two years that I suspect she has PTSD but she won t admit it .She has had childhood trauma and young adult trauma. but recently we were talking at least three times a day a since an arguement its down to nothing and its been almost two months. I lost my temper today and told her I would not text her anymore and that she was probably not reading them any way. Said some more things and now I m worried
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/accepting-this-new-normal.65108/

Starting College Tomorrow

I have a special friend that I ve known for two years that I suspect she has PTSD but she won t admit it .She has had childhood trauma and young adult trauma. but recently we were talking at least three times a day a since an arguement its down to nothing and its been almost two months. I lost my temper today and told her I would not text her anymore and that she was probably not reading them any way. Said some more things and now I m worried
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/starting-college-tomorrow.65109/

Talking Vs Processing?

I m 25 years old now, and ever since I was 5 years old I ve been physically and emotionally abused by my alcoholic mother. I remember as a child I had to help her change out of her soiled clothes after a night of drinking alone. Since my father couldn t stand her, he abandoned us for most of my life until they decided to get a divorce when I was 9 years old. She constantly berated me and blamed me for all her problems. I have an earlier Memory of her coming home drunk and I was 7 years old... 25 Years Of Abuse From Mom
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/talking-vs-processing.65106/

Happy!!

My veteran and I were together for 2.5 years. This will be out 3rd break up. He recently started therapy at the end of July. I told him he needs to focus on recovery and we will put our relationship aside for now. We haven t talked much at all, I told him about a few weeks ago that it s okay for him to reach out so I know his heart is still with me, he responded back that he was happier not having been with me. I ignored the text because I thought maybe he was lashing out. Last night I... The Start Of Therapy Breakup
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/happy.62721/

Abandonment Grief,depression, And Healing

The abuser was my mother. I was taller and stronger than her by the age of 13, but the Abuse continued on for years. I never hit her back, it didn t even cross my mind. Would you have hit your abuser back if you had the strength to overpower them?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/abandonment-grief-depression-and-healing.65105/

Introducing Myself

Disclaimers: I am a man but I am not anti-male. I am, however, 100% anti-rape...in all circumstances. I am 100% pro-consent. Please do not consider this thread to be anti-male. This thread is only anti-rape. The following is only my opinion. I could be wrong. Do not substitute my judgment for your own. I welcome disagreement/debate and comment. Thank you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First of all, I am defining rape as ANY and... How To Tell If A Man You Know Could Rape You.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/introducing-myself.65104/