Affective Circuit Resetting

Do any of you lie about your Suicidal ideation to your T? I am doing it all the time right now, because I feel like I cannot admit to where I am really at. We have been working so hard and making progress, but it is too much right now. I am getting suicidal and my urges to self-harm are increasing. I am scared to admit it, because I have made so much progress - and we will have to stop to take a break for safety. And that sucks and is disappointing. I m worried he will see this as a... Lying About S/i
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