Would This Be Ptsd Or Grief?

So, I ve been in therapy off and on for 20 years. I m 26. So the majority of my life I ve had therapeutic relationships with many different therapists. I have NEVER experienced transference until now. I have my BSW & MSW and I know what transference is, I can pinpoint the relationship dynamic I m playing out with my T, and I know what it stems from. I m struggling with whether or not I mention it to my T. Typically the things you DO NOT WANT TO SAY in therapy are the things you ABSOLUTELY... Really Struggling With Transference
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