Ptsd- Anxiety Meeting Someone

I ve been talking on the phone and skyping/texting a guy for a bit over a month. We talk for hours each day. I know I really do want to meet him. He travels a lot for work and just happens to maybe be in a close to me town tomorrow. Now I m terrified. What if he doesn t like me in person? I know this isn t directly PTSD related, but my low self worth and social anxiety is. How can I be so comfortable on the phone, but be so scared to meet in person? I don t think I ll ever be "normal"... Ptsd- Anxiety Meeting Someone
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