Just Want To Curl Into A Ball And Cry...

So, after a hellish night that I do not really remember, but others do... I wake up in absolute panic a bit before 5 am, from a bunch of nightmares. As I woke up, I realize a pain around the neck. Source quickly comprehended. There is a weighted bag around my neck, while I m laying on my back, and it s pulling downwards. I found it somewhat harder to breathe with it there. Also, over the night, it made my neck hurt quite a lot. I don t know what to do anymore. During the night, others... An Alter Tried To Kill Me
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