I Got Rid Of The Memories But They Came Back...

So this is a forum game I didn t see on here. I post 6 random letters and the next poster makes a real sentence that would make sense out of them then leave 6 more for the jext poster and so on. Example: IAOFTD I am out for the day. Make sense? Ok, here are my 6 random letters, lets see how far we can take this. TJAYFN
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/i-got-rid-of-the-memories-but-they-came-back.53445/

Benefit Of Art Therapy In Reducing Psychological Problems In Syrian Refugee Children

So this is a forum game I didn t see on here. I post 6 random letters and the next poster makes a real sentence that would make sense out of them then leave 6 more for the jext poster and so on. Example: IAOFTD I am out for the day. Make sense? Ok, here are my 6 random letters, lets see how far we can take this. TJAYFN
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/benefit-of-art-therapy-in-reducing-psychological-problems-in-syrian-refugee-children.63280/

Why Would I Keep Being So Disobedient?

What is this nonsense? Do others have daily constant thoughts too? Suicidal thoughts aren t normal... I recently realized that. (That was an ephiphany for me.. What is it like to not think of suicide? How do they feel normally? Weird shit.) Anyways. I ve always struggled with it. About 11 years. Dear god. What do I do? How do I stop it? Or will it always be a constant battle?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/why-would-i-keep-being-so-disobedient.62055/

Has PTSD Caused You To Attempt Suicide?

What is this nonsense? Do others have daily constant thoughts too? Suicidal thoughts aren t normal... I recently realized that. (That was an ephiphany for me.. What is it like to not think of suicide? How do they feel normally? Weird shit.) Anyways. I ve always struggled with it. About 11 years. Dear god. What do I do? How do I stop it? Or will it always be a constant battle?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/has-ptsd-caused-you-to-attempt-suicide.3160/

Interview Panic: How To Calm Down?

What is this nonsense? Do others have daily constant thoughts too? Suicidal thoughts aren t normal... I recently realized that. (That was an ephiphany for me.. What is it like to not think of suicide? How do they feel normally? Weird shit.) Anyways. I ve always struggled with it. About 11 years. Dear god. What do I do? How do I stop it? Or will it always be a constant battle?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/interview-panic-how-to-calm-down.63287/

Suicide Ideation

What is this nonsense? Do others have daily constant thoughts too? Suicidal thoughts aren t normal... I recently realized that. (That was an ephiphany for me.. What is it like to not think of suicide? How do they feel normally? Weird shit.) Anyways. I ve always struggled with it. About 11 years. Dear god. What do I do? How do I stop it? Or will it always be a constant battle?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/suicide-ideation.63288/

How Do You Stop Going Crazy With Money?

New York University’s medical school has quietly shut down eight studies at its prominent psychiatric research center and parted ways with a top researcher after discovering a series of violations in a study of an experimental, mind-altering drug.Click to expand... The violations “jeopardize subject safety and welfare, and raise concerns about the validity and...Click to expand... Ptsd Study Ammongst 8 Studies Shut Down At Nyu
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/how-do-you-stop-going-crazy-with-money.54046/

Introvert Or Extrovert?

New York University’s medical school has quietly shut down eight studies at its prominent psychiatric research center and parted ways with a top researcher after discovering a series of violations in a study of an experimental, mind-altering drug.Click to expand... The violations “jeopardize subject safety and welfare, and raise concerns about the validity and...Click to expand... Ptsd Study Ammongst 8 Studies Shut Down At Nyu
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/introvert-or-extrovert.61091/

Going For Treatment - Frightened

This sites Instagram account is pretty new in the scheme of things, and has gained popularity quickly. In such a short time of a couple of months, there is already trolling happening. The all knowing opinions that are right and never wrong, the you re wrong and I m right nonsense, the "this isn t true at all" nonsense. OMFG... delete, block. Fixed, not difficult. But annoying as f*ck. Today I had the first person tell me that my Instagram account was their safe place. OMFG... seriously? Why... Instagram Trolls - Do You Have Them?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/going-for-treatment-frightened.63284/

What's Something You Do

New York University’s medical school has quietly shut down eight studies at its prominent psychiatric research center and parted ways with a top researcher after discovering a series of violations in a study of an experimental, mind-altering drug.Click to expand... The violations “jeopardize subject safety and welfare, and raise concerns about the validity and...Click to expand... Ptsd Study Ammongst 8 Studies Shut Down At Nyu
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/whats-something-you-do.63281/

If I Kill Will It Go Away?

This sites Instagram account is pretty new in the scheme of things, and has gained popularity quickly. In such a short time of a couple of months, there is already trolling happening. The all knowing opinions that are right and never wrong, the you re wrong and I m right nonsense, the "this isn t true at all" nonsense. OMFG... delete, block. Fixed, not difficult. But annoying as f*ck. Today I had the first person tell me that my Instagram account was their safe place. OMFG... seriously? Why... Instagram Trolls - Do You Have Them?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/if-i-kill-will-it-go-away.57403/

The World Needs ... Finish The Sentence!

This sites Instagram account is pretty new in the scheme of things, and has gained popularity quickly. In such a short time of a couple of months, there is already trolling happening. The all knowing opinions that are right and never wrong, the you re wrong and I m right nonsense, the "this isn t true at all" nonsense. OMFG... delete, block. Fixed, not difficult. But annoying as f*ck. Today I had the first person tell me that my Instagram account was their safe place. OMFG... seriously? Why... Instagram Trolls - Do You Have Them?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/the-world-needs-finish-the-sentence.45435/

Instagram Trolls - Do You Have Them?

This sites Instagram account is pretty new in the scheme of things, and has gained popularity quickly. In such a short time of a couple of months, there is already trolling happening. The all knowing opinions that are right and never wrong, the you re wrong and I m right nonsense, the "this isn t true at all" nonsense. OMFG... delete, block. Fixed, not difficult. But annoying as f*ck. Today I had the first person tell me that my Instagram account was their safe place. OMFG... seriously? Why... Instagram Trolls - Do You Have Them?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/instagram-trolls-do-you-have-them.61140/

Just Joined The Fibromyalgia Club Today

New York University’s medical school has quietly shut down eight studies at its prominent psychiatric research center and parted ways with a top researcher after discovering a series of violations in a study of an experimental, mind-altering drug.Click to expand... The violations “jeopardize subject safety and welfare, and raise concerns about the validity and...Click to expand... Ptsd Study Ammongst 8 Studies Shut Down At Nyu
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/just-joined-the-fibromyalgia-club-today.63282/

7 Yr Olds Funeral

New York University’s medical school has quietly shut down eight studies at its prominent psychiatric research center and parted ways with a top researcher after discovering a series of violations in a study of an experimental, mind-altering drug.Click to expand... The violations “jeopardize subject safety and welfare, and raise concerns about the validity and...Click to expand... Ptsd Study Ammongst 8 Studies Shut Down At Nyu
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/7-yr-olds-funeral.63283/

Newbie, Just Found This Site Today

I live with depression and PTSD with dissociation. When I was a teen my mother died. The rest of my family fell into drug use and alcoholism. I went hungry a lot. I had a boyfriend who was controlling and abusive who I relied on to feed me and a group of shitty horrible friends. When I broke up with the controlling boyfriend I became a target for a group of both his friends and people I believed were my friends. First came the social ostracism, the vandalism of my car, the physical assaults.... The Anp
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/newbie-just-found-this-site-today.63279/

That Turned Me From A Victim Into A Perpetrator...

I m a 25-year-old female who is a child sexual abuse survivor. I function fairly well in most areas of my life (I almost have a master s degree, I have my own apartment, etc.) but I find romantic relationships impossible. I m sure that I m exceptionally inexperienced in this area (never been kissed, never been on a date, never even had a male friend) -- I ve spent most of my life up to this point running away from men in an effort to feel safe. It has worked, but I feel like I m missing... When To Tell About Ptsd
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/that-turned-me-from-a-victim-into-a-perpetrator.63278/

Who's Your Favorite Superhero? For Fun!

I m a 25-year-old female who is a child sexual abuse survivor. I function fairly well in most areas of my life (I almost have a master s degree, I have my own apartment, etc.) but I find romantic relationships impossible. I m sure that I m exceptionally inexperienced in this area (never been kissed, never been on a date, never even had a male friend) -- I ve spent most of my life up to this point running away from men in an effort to feel safe. It has worked, but I feel like I m missing... When To Tell About Ptsd
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/whos-your-favorite-superhero-for-fun.57489/

In Love With A Combat Veteran Who Suffers From Ptsd

I m a 25-year-old female who is a child sexual abuse survivor. I function fairly well in most areas of my life (I almost have a master s degree, I have my own apartment, etc.) but I find romantic relationships impossible. I m sure that I m exceptionally inexperienced in this area (never been kissed, never been on a date, never even had a male friend) -- I ve spent most of my life up to this point running away from men in an effort to feel safe. It has worked, but I feel like I m missing... When To Tell About Ptsd
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/in-love-with-a-combat-veteran-who-suffers-from-ptsd.56479/

Ptsd Study Ammongst 8 Studies Shut Down At Nyu

I haven t been raped or done anything sexual I didn t want to. I have however been kissed against my will. I know I know pretty tame stuff on a forum like this where people have horrible stories. It s not the kissing that bothered though. It was the fact that I did not stand up for myself. I was a first date and we went to the movies. He leaned to kiss me and I told him I don t kiss on the first date. Well he didn t take no for an answer and held my face and well you know how a kiss goes.... Has A Date Ever Pushed You To Do Something You Didn t Want To?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/ptsd-study-ammongst-8-studies-shut-down-at-nyu.63276/

The Rain Of Self Compassion

I haven t been raped or done anything sexual I didn t want to. I have however been kissed against my will. I know I know pretty tame stuff on a forum like this where people have horrible stories. It s not the kissing that bothered though. It was the fact that I did not stand up for myself. I was a first date and we went to the movies. He leaned to kiss me and I told him I don t kiss on the first date. Well he didn t take no for an answer and held my face and well you know how a kiss goes.... Has A Date Ever Pushed You To Do Something You Didn t Want To?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/the-rain-of-self-compassion.63277/

Who Pays For Your Psychotherapy?

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/who-pays-for-your-psychotherapy.59526/

Has A Date Ever Pushed You To Do Something You Didn't Want To?

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/has-a-date-ever-pushed-you-to-do-something-you-didnt-want-to.60817/

Farewell

This is a silly game for all of us to connect whom usually disconnect. I will start with a word. The next person to post must post the first word that comes to mind (articles and prepositions do not count: the, a, an, of, etc.). The next person looks at the last post, posts their first word association, and so on. Please post your word at the end of your post so that this is the last word the next person reads and their association can be clear! The fun of the game is getting from... A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/farewell.63275/

New Relationships/break Ups. How Do They Affect You?

I recently just decided to end a brief relationship because it was mainly causing me too much stress. I pretty much isolated myself for a short while and decided to end it. My mind has been going all over the place the last few days. I m very curious to see how new relationships affect you guys, and what your possible reasons are for ending relationships. I m aware of the stress cup. But I have a lot I m curious about. Do they trigger your symptoms? Even if you like the person a lot, do you... New Relationships/break Ups. How Do They Affect You?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/new-relationships-break-ups-how-do-they-affect-you.63272/

Mother

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/mother.59367/

Is This Paranoia? Or Is This Being Flooded With Ptsd Symptoms? Or Both?

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/is-this-paranoia-or-is-this-being-flooded-with-ptsd-symptoms-or-both.61922/

So What Now???

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/so-what-now.63271/

Feeling Is Healing?

best way to put it is my friend with PTSD is a living ghost and need to treat her as if she has passed away and never coming back. How long does it take for you to grieve when you are pushed away and what do you do to not get frozen in time. Mean I am still stuck on the day she told me she was raped and my life has been stuck on that day
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/feeling-is-healing.63270/

Wrong!!!

best way to put it is my friend with PTSD is a living ghost and need to treat her as if she has passed away and never coming back. How long does it take for you to grieve when you are pushed away and what do you do to not get frozen in time. Mean I am still stuck on the day she told me she was raped and my life has been stuck on that day
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/wrong.63269/

Using Soft Toys To Help Healing?

I ve been in the formal complaints process, because the NHS have been doing nothing, in such a destructive way. Today I got a letter, with an appointment with a psychiatrist, "to consider if there are other factors contributing to mental health problems". The letter also refers to a letter 13 days ago from the Chief Exec, which predictably I haven t received. What does that phrase "to consider if there are other factors contributing to mental health problems" mean? I ve tried taking it at... What Do You Think This Means?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/using-soft-toys-to-help-healing.63268/

In Need Of Advice

Last two weeks I ve been going to neuro feedback therapy along with my other therapy. I m also in recovery coming back from a drug relapse a week ago. I had two nightmares last two nights. I don t know where to post this so I m posting under discussion. I am not sure what I m even looking for by posting this, I guess I just need to get it out there and don t know who to talk to about other than my therapist. It s good I can talk to my therapist but I still have stuff that causes me... Body Memory
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/in-need-of-advice.63266/

Body Memory

I haven t slept in 3 days and I am bouncing off the wall! So I am curious what everyone is doing for the 4th of July (and if it isn t your independance day, what are you doing this weekend?) We are hitting up a local amusement park, not thrilled about the crowds but it s good for the little one and then on Sunday doing a big bbq with swimming and a lot of hiding out in the shade.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/body-memory.63263/

July 4th Plans

I haven t slept in 3 days and I am bouncing off the wall! So I am curious what everyone is doing for the 4th of July (and if it isn t your independance day, what are you doing this weekend?) We are hitting up a local amusement park, not thrilled about the crowds but it s good for the little one and then on Sunday doing a big bbq with swimming and a lot of hiding out in the shade.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/july-4th-plans.63262/

Songs For Inspiration

Not really an accomplishment but had appt on Wed ..... turns out I have OCD along with cPTSD (good punk rock song in there oi) that makes things a little clearer on why nasty thoughts would not leave me alone and pop up for no reason. Plus weaning off meds to see if it helps cause the ones I m on are making things real nasty. Fingers crossed
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/songs-for-inspiration.57486/

Hmmmm

Not really an accomplishment but had appt on Wed ..... turns out I have OCD along with cPTSD (good punk rock song in there oi) that makes things a little clearer on why nasty thoughts would not leave me alone and pop up for no reason. Plus weaning off meds to see if it helps cause the ones I m on are making things real nasty. Fingers crossed
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/hmmmm.63261/

Donation Goal 2016 / 2017

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/donation-goal-2016-2017.58287/

Auditory Hallucination?

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/auditory-hallucination.15720/

The Long Road Back From The Crash

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/the-long-road-back-from-the-crash.63260/

A Soldier With Ptsd Fell In A Hole...

I just began working at a new job a few months ago. Knowing it is my choice to list if i indeed have a disability i chose not to because I felt 100% in control at that time. Also i believe i have C-ptsd which is a bit different than ptsd. And explaining the differences to my workplace is something I m unwilling to do. A few major events have occured while working at this place. Two family emergencies occured both while i was forced to work nearly 70 hours a week. It wasnt a huge... Retraumatized By Workplace Reaction To Emotional Flashbacks
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/a-soldier-with-ptsd-fell-in-a-hole.60509/

I Need Help This Was Four Months Ago

I know this isn t PTSD related but does anyone have any recommendations on books, websites, etc that are paranoia related in terms of support for those wanting to heal from paranoid thinking? I haven t found much so far.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/i-need-help-this-was-four-months-ago.63256/

New Apartment Possibility

I know this isn t PTSD related but does anyone have any recommendations on books, websites, etc that are paranoia related in terms of support for those wanting to heal from paranoid thinking? I haven t found much so far.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/new-apartment-possibility.63257/

Prazosin?

I know this isn t PTSD related but does anyone have any recommendations on books, websites, etc that are paranoia related in terms of support for those wanting to heal from paranoid thinking? I haven t found much so far.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/prazosin.63258/

Prazosin?

I know this isn t PTSD related but does anyone have any recommendations on books, websites, etc that are paranoia related in terms of support for those wanting to heal from paranoid thinking? I haven t found much so far.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/prazosin.63259/

Sudden Horrible Images

I ve seen this on other forums and thought I d start one here, just 5 things that are on your mind today, can be totally random, and they don t have to be questions, just 5 things you re thinking today. For example: 1. The room is way too hot. 2. I m thirsty. 3. I miss having a pet. 4. Still don t understand how tv works. 5. I think I ll start a new thread.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/sudden-horrible-images.60906/

Is This Child Abuse?

I ve seen this on other forums and thought I d start one here, just 5 things that are on your mind today, can be totally random, and they don t have to be questions, just 5 things you re thinking today. For example: 1. The room is way too hot. 2. I m thirsty. 3. I miss having a pet. 4. Still don t understand how tv works. 5. I think I ll start a new thread.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/is-this-child-abuse.60011/

Paranoia Resources

I ve seen this on other forums and thought I d start one here, just 5 things that are on your mind today, can be totally random, and they don t have to be questions, just 5 things you re thinking today. For example: 1. The room is way too hot. 2. I m thirsty. 3. I miss having a pet. 4. Still don t understand how tv works. 5. I think I ll start a new thread.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/paranoia-resources.63255/

Too Many Things Happening

So this is a forum game I didn t see on here. I post 6 random letters and the next poster makes a real sentence that would make sense out of them then leave 6 more for the jext poster and so on. Example: IAOFTD I am out for the day. Make sense? Ok, here are my 6 random letters, lets see how far we can take this. TJAYFN
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/too-many-things-happening.63254/

Come On Everyone Please Read

Bear with me. I m anxiety looping at the moment so this might not be very clear. Please ask for clarification if it s not. In situations, that you know from past experience, are likely to trigger flashbacks or dissociation or panic, have you found ways to stop that from happening? Does knowing in advance make it any easier for you to deal with it? I m dealing with the possibility of medical tests and examinations. I had to have a lot of tests a couple of years ago and it was a complete... Ways To Head Off A Flashback Or Dissociation?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/come-on-everyone-please-read.63252/

Ways To Head Off A Flashback Or Dissociation?

Bear with me. I m anxiety looping at the moment so this might not be very clear. Please ask for clarification if it s not. In situations, that you know from past experience, are likely to trigger flashbacks or dissociation or panic, have you found ways to stop that from happening? Does knowing in advance make it any easier for you to deal with it? I m dealing with the possibility of medical tests and examinations. I had to have a lot of tests a couple of years ago and it was a complete... Ways To Head Off A Flashback Or Dissociation?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/ways-to-head-off-a-flashback-or-dissociation.63253/