Need Something For Anger

I was sexually assaulted 4 times between the age of 10 & 16. I ve been working in law enforcement for 18 yrs and been involved in hundreds of dangerous situations & sudden deaths. I thought I could hold out until I retired but I started to fall apart this past year. I began to have physical problems so I thought there was something physically wrong but was diagnosed with PTSD & depression. I ve probably had it since 1999 because that s when people started to notice so I started to hide it.... Need Something For Anger
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