How Do I "let Go" & Stop Caring, Follow Orders?

I can t give you what you want. So please tell me Soldiers what is it that we want? "I don t feel anything, I feel like im taking advantage of your vulnerability" I feel but I don t feel ? With all the answers & of course we are so stupid I mean why should we hold on? Why should we keep in contact? Why care? Because WE do have feelings! We may love you, care & miss you & see you hurt on the inside even if you can t feel it yourself! Whether it s for better or worse, we already decided &... How Do I "let Go" & Stop Caring, Follow Orders?
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