And Then There Is Crazyland

I maybe shouldn t even be typing this thread right now. I feel so in crazyland that I haven t been able to function all day. I have had a break from this for a while. about 7 days (since I moved across the country). I actually have been feeling joy. Hope. Thoughts of a better future. Then family stuff again. BAM! 4 thousand miles away and they are still at me. Same dysfunction. I need to cut them out but I just don t know how. I don t know what the block is but I am so sick right... And Then There Is Crazyland
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