Ptsd After Ruptured Ectopic Pregnancy?

Childhood sexual abuse and a violent untreated by-polar father resulted in PTSD. The untreated symptoms left me vunerable to a pschopath for a 30 year marriage. Now that I ve accepted the things that I was blocking, how do I forgive myself and move on? Spent my entire adult life trying to protect my children from the horrors I had experienced. It was my only real goal in life. Just to find out that my spouse was abusing them right under my nose. I feel like he purposely used my PTSD... Revictimized
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/ptsd-after-ruptured-ectopic-pregnancy.63412/

Can Did Be Provoked By Suggestion?

Childhood sexual abuse and a violent untreated by-polar father resulted in PTSD. The untreated symptoms left me vunerable to a pschopath for a 30 year marriage. Now that I ve accepted the things that I was blocking, how do I forgive myself and move on? Spent my entire adult life trying to protect my children from the horrors I had experienced. It was my only real goal in life. Just to find out that my spouse was abusing them right under my nose. I feel like he purposely used my PTSD... Revictimized
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/can-did-be-provoked-by-suggestion.62284/

Double The Fun

Childhood sexual abuse and a violent untreated by-polar father resulted in PTSD. The untreated symptoms left me vunerable to a pschopath for a 30 year marriage. Now that I ve accepted the things that I was blocking, how do I forgive myself and move on? Spent my entire adult life trying to protect my children from the horrors I had experienced. It was my only real goal in life. Just to find out that my spouse was abusing them right under my nose. I feel like he purposely used my PTSD... Revictimized
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/double-the-fun.63415/

You're Effin Well [s]nicked[/s] Followed M' Little Beauty

Childhood sexual abuse and a violent untreated by-polar father resulted in PTSD. The untreated symptoms left me vunerable to a pschopath for a 30 year marriage. Now that I ve accepted the things that I was blocking, how do I forgive myself and move on? Spent my entire adult life trying to protect my children from the horrors I had experienced. It was my only real goal in life. Just to find out that my spouse was abusing them right under my nose. I feel like he purposely used my PTSD... Revictimized
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/youre-effin-well-s-nicked-s-followed-m-little-beauty.63416/

Seargent Baker Made Me Do It.

I m new to being aware of my issues and haven t delved deep into things with my provider as of yet. I m trying to get a jump on things and I ve been learning a lot about my past and how it has affected me. I feel like I ve been posting more than others, but I promise it s just because I m trying to gain an understanding on things. I ve been wondering, what does dissociation look like and feel like to all of you? If you could explain it in a few sentences, what would you say? I m terrible at... What Does Dissociation Look/feel Like To You?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/seargent-baker-made-me-do-it.63413/

Crying During Intimacy

I m new to being aware of my issues and haven t delved deep into things with my provider as of yet. I m trying to get a jump on things and I ve been learning a lot about my past and how it has affected me. I feel like I ve been posting more than others, but I promise it s just because I m trying to gain an understanding on things. I ve been wondering, what does dissociation look like and feel like to all of you? If you could explain it in a few sentences, what would you say? I m terrible at... What Does Dissociation Look/feel Like To You?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/crying-during-intimacy.63414/

Ptsd After Ruptured Ectopic Pregnancy

I m new to being aware of my issues and haven t delved deep into things with my provider as of yet. I m trying to get a jump on things and I ve been learning a lot about my past and how it has affected me. I feel like I ve been posting more than others, but I promise it s just because I m trying to gain an understanding on things. I ve been wondering, what does dissociation look like and feel like to all of you? If you could explain it in a few sentences, what would you say? I m terrible at... What Does Dissociation Look/feel Like To You?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/ptsd-after-ruptured-ectopic-pregnancy.63412/

Photography?

I came home from T (don t remember most of session not the ride home) and that evening I found an entry in my journal I didn t write. It s an electronic journal so no handwriting but it s also time stamped for that afternoon after my session. This is what it said. I removed names. Wanna know a secret? Is it safe to tell you? She s asleep. I exist when she s asleep. I don t feel pain, hunger. I can drive. I m always in the background. I am the default. I can wake her up if I need to. I can... I Didn t Write It
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/photography.63411/

Car Wreck Flashbacks

I have different issues that overwhelm me, and now it is my cat. I thought he was about to die about a week ago because he lost over a pound in one week and appeared dazed. The vet gave him a shot and several more medications for nausea and an appetite stimulant. I finally realized he has inflammatory bowel disease that gets worse and better but never goes away. He had diarrhea for four years until a few months ago. Since he was five years old he’s had IVs twice a week for 5 year plus meds... My Cat Is Slowly Dying And It Is Destroying Me
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/car-wreck-flashbacks.58617/

Judge Sentences Veteran With Ptsd, Then Goes To Jail With Him

I have different issues that overwhelm me, and now it is my cat. I thought he was about to die about a week ago because he lost over a pound in one week and appeared dazed. The vet gave him a shot and several more medications for nausea and an appetite stimulant. I finally realized he has inflammatory bowel disease that gets worse and better but never goes away. He had diarrhea for four years until a few months ago. Since he was five years old he’s had IVs twice a week for 5 year plus meds... My Cat Is Slowly Dying And It Is Destroying Me
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/judge-sentences-veteran-with-ptsd-then-goes-to-jail-with-him.61463/

Gutted, Need Advice On How To Deal

I have different issues that overwhelm me, and now it is my cat. I thought he was about to die about a week ago because he lost over a pound in one week and appeared dazed. The vet gave him a shot and several more medications for nausea and an appetite stimulant. I finally realized he has inflammatory bowel disease that gets worse and better but never goes away. He had diarrhea for four years until a few months ago. Since he was five years old he’s had IVs twice a week for 5 year plus meds... My Cat Is Slowly Dying And It Is Destroying Me
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/gutted-need-advice-on-how-to-deal.63410/

Acute Stress --->ptsd?

I m new to being aware of my issues and haven t delved deep into things with my provider as of yet. I m trying to get a jump on things and I ve been learning a lot about my past and how it has affected me. I feel like I ve been posting more than others, but I promise it s just because I m trying to gain an understanding on things. I ve been wondering, what does dissociation look like and feel like to all of you? If you could explain it in a few sentences, what would you say? I m terrible at... What Does Dissociation Look/feel Like To You?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/acute-stress-ptsd.63409/

What Does Dissociation Look/feel Like To You?

I m new to being aware of my issues and haven t delved deep into things with my provider as of yet. I m trying to get a jump on things and I ve been learning a lot about my past and how it has affected me. I feel like I ve been posting more than others, but I promise it s just because I m trying to gain an understanding on things. I ve been wondering, what does dissociation look like and feel like to all of you? If you could explain it in a few sentences, what would you say? I m terrible at... What Does Dissociation Look/feel Like To You?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/what-does-dissociation-look-feel-like-to-you.63408/

Zoloft Causing Stomach Ache

I am no expert on this topic, I know what I read, see on YouTube and what I lived. I see the tests and I have moments of wondering if I m a narcissist. I guess we all have some what could be called "narcicistic" moments and my own negative thinking will take me down that path in wonderland called, "You ve got a lot of nerve, take a look at yourself." Through what I ve read and seen, I understand while we all have what could be called narcissistic tendencies, that doesn t make everyone a... Narcissism
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/zoloft-causing-stomach-ache.63405/

Tics

I am no expert on this topic, I know what I read, see on YouTube and what I lived. I see the tests and I have moments of wondering if I m a narcissist. I guess we all have some what could be called "narcicistic" moments and my own negative thinking will take me down that path in wonderland called, "You ve got a lot of nerve, take a look at yourself." Through what I ve read and seen, I understand while we all have what could be called narcissistic tendencies, that doesn t make everyone a... Narcissism
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/tics.52617/

I Regressed This Weekend....

I am no expert on this topic, I know what I read, see on YouTube and what I lived. I see the tests and I have moments of wondering if I m a narcissist. I guess we all have some what could be called "narcicistic" moments and my own negative thinking will take me down that path in wonderland called, "You ve got a lot of nerve, take a look at yourself." Through what I ve read and seen, I understand while we all have what could be called narcissistic tendencies, that doesn t make everyone a... Narcissism
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/i-regressed-this-weekend.63406/

Favorite Thing To Do In Summer?

I am no expert on this topic, I know what I read, see on YouTube and what I lived. I see the tests and I have moments of wondering if I m a narcissist. I guess we all have some what could be called "narcicistic" moments and my own negative thinking will take me down that path in wonderland called, "You ve got a lot of nerve, take a look at yourself." Through what I ve read and seen, I understand while we all have what could be called narcissistic tendencies, that doesn t make everyone a... Narcissism
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/favorite-thing-to-do-in-summer.62329/

Would You Change Your Name?

I am no expert on this topic, I know what I read, see on YouTube and what I lived. I see the tests and I have moments of wondering if I m a narcissist. I guess we all have some what could be called "narcicistic" moments and my own negative thinking will take me down that path in wonderland called, "You ve got a lot of nerve, take a look at yourself." Through what I ve read and seen, I understand while we all have what could be called narcissistic tendencies, that doesn t make everyone a... Narcissism
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/would-you-change-your-name.63407/

His Dark Materials Fans, What Is Your Daemon?

I am currently kinda with an army infantry gunner that has been on 2 deployments to Iraq. Yes he has ptsd. We have broken up twice and this time I am staying here cause I have no money. He says I am his best friend. Plus he has said his emtions are all over & he s angry. His family & himself have said he distances himself. He recently tried reconnecting with his oldest daughter but it turned out bad. He is missing his little girl. He also made friends with a younger military guy that drinks... Help
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/his-dark-materials-fans-what-is-your-daemon.52957/

Narcissism

Hi mods / admin, Just wondering why my profile flag has changed to UK? I m not based in UK and it was showing the Irish flag before. Any ideas? Thanking you kindly
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/narcissism.63404/

Abandonment Issue

Hi mods / admin, Just wondering why my profile flag has changed to UK? I m not based in UK and it was showing the Irish flag before. Any ideas? Thanking you kindly
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/abandonment-issue.63028/

My Country Flag Shows As Uk

Hi mods / admin, Just wondering why my profile flag has changed to UK? I m not based in UK and it was showing the Irish flag before. Any ideas? Thanking you kindly
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/my-country-flag-shows-as-uk.63403/

New Member

Recently my boyfriend has become really distant. Doesn t text me back, doesn t wanna talk period. He hasn t seen his son in a year and he has him for a few weeks. He said he as devoting 100% of his time to his son, which I understand and respect, but he doesn t have time for me at all, not even after his son goes to sleep or anything. When I ask why he is distant he is really defensive, explosive and rude. He keeps referring me to 10 things you should know about your vet and websites about... Ptsd Or Just A Reason To Be A Jerk?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/new-member.63402/

Opinions Please

Ok guys I have been in multiple care accidents three of which I should of died first was a horrible truck accident they brought bodybags to the truck instead of stretchers I was alone second I hit a tree swerving for a deer at 50 put head threw windshield a not so bad one where I rolled my second time this last one gives me trouble we rolled no clue how many times not 100 percent sure on anything I woke up upside down hanging from my seat belt cut it off found my 2 friends laying a distance... Opinions Please
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/opinions-please.63401/

Afraid To Go To Sleep

Hello everyone, This is a very hard subject for me to talk about but I have to talk to someone who knows something about PTSD to at least help keep me sane.... My husband and I have been together for 9 years and married for 7. He left for Afghanistan in 2011 and all that came back was a shadow of my caring husband. I have tried for the past 5 years to hold this together, to hold myself together, but its proving futile. He has only gotten worse and all i want to do is help him, because i... My Husband Has Ptsd & I Am In Pieces
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/afraid-to-go-to-sleep.63398/

Former Co Worker

Hello everyone, This is a very hard subject for me to talk about but I have to talk to someone who knows something about PTSD to at least help keep me sane.... My husband and I have been together for 9 years and married for 7. He left for Afghanistan in 2011 and all that came back was a shadow of my caring husband. I have tried for the past 5 years to hold this together, to hold myself together, but its proving futile. He has only gotten worse and all i want to do is help him, because i... My Husband Has Ptsd & I Am In Pieces
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/former-co-worker.63399/

Help

Thank you for taking the time to complete our questionnaire. We are looking at how clients in therapy make use of the Internet to access information. Your personal opinion and experiences about psychotherapy or counseling will really help us better understand how the Internet is used. This particular study, conducted by the Sigmund Freud University Vienna, aims to examine if and how clients actually make use of the Internet to find information about their therapists. The questionnaire is... Online Survey – Participant Request
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/help.63396/

Fireworks - Non Combat Trauma

Thank you for taking the time to complete our questionnaire. We are looking at how clients in therapy make use of the Internet to access information. Your personal opinion and experiences about psychotherapy or counseling will really help us better understand how the Internet is used. This particular study, conducted by the Sigmund Freud University Vienna, aims to examine if and how clients actually make use of the Internet to find information about their therapists. The questionnaire is... Online Survey – Participant Request
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/fireworks-non-combat-trauma.63397/

Oh Yes. Fireworks

I was born with a disability, so when I got PTSD, it was hard enough. The Disability is not an easy one, so the PTSD made things worse. THEN I got medical troubles and an accident and I have about had it. So here I am . I have no plans but why do I think about suicide so much? See how much I have fought and endured? I don t want to end my life, that is for sure because people would be sad and you know, you never know when a good day will pop up! And, like I said, I have no plan and would... Exhausted About Now
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/oh-yes-fireworks.63393/

My Husband Has Ptsd & I Am In Pieces

I was born with a disability, so when I got PTSD, it was hard enough. The Disability is not an easy one, so the PTSD made things worse. THEN I got medical troubles and an accident and I have about had it. So here I am . I have no plans but why do I think about suicide so much? See how much I have fought and endured? I don t want to end my life, that is for sure because people would be sad and you know, you never know when a good day will pop up! And, like I said, I have no plan and would... Exhausted About Now
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/my-husband-has-ptsd-i-am-in-pieces.63395/