Guilt

Is it normal for a father to touch or tickle or lightly grab his children s private parts- even as a joke? He would sometimes pinch my buttocks as a joke. I really hated it. Apart from being extremely physically and psychologically abusive, he used to start conversations about sex with me as a child (7-11)like about how he didn t find porn sexy or about contraception choices. He would insist on being naked all the time and sleep in the living area. When I had to get ready for school and had... Is This Normal? Sexual Behaviour?
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