Poor Childhood & Poor Marriage

Hello! So this isn t necessary about PTSD, but this is about my abusive childhood. I would just like some advice & guidance please. Growing up I had no positive male role models, my brother abused me (quite literally) & my father wanted nothing to do with his kids. Naturally, I knew nothing about picking a man with quality traits, I picked any guy that showed me attention. So now I m married and I ve never been more miserable than I have been since I became a wife. I didn t realize until... Poor Childhood & Poor Marriage
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