Not even sure why Im posting this (as always). My birthday is techinally in 4 days on the 9th and from exactly a month before which is my mom s birthday, to mine and a bit beyond (the baby my mom lost at 2 hrs old is a few days before mine, 2 yrs before) was likely the worst time back then. Punished for being born, for being a girl, for not being the baby boy that died and was the "wanted one" (god how many time Ive heard that phrase)! For breathing, for looking at someone, for... In Coming My Birthday...in Coming Depression...
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/in-coming-my-birthday-in-coming-depression.60947/
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