There Has To Be Another Alternative

I don t know about you, but the way my life has gone, I feel at times like I have a Bullseye T-Shirt on my back with the words, "Use Me and Abuse Me" under it. I rationalize it this way. When I had my traumas, whatever they were, All I wanted to do is please people. The reason for that for me was two-fold. I was scared to death, so if I did for others, they would not harm me. In my post traumatic state, I could not feel love. I was just too busy trying to survive and feel warmth and love,... Beware.....the Proverbial Bullseye!!.....rewrite!
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