Do You Re-create Your Trauma?

Hi everyone! I m a 27-year old woman who has dealt with depressive episodes, low self-esteem, Anxiety and struggles in her interpersonal (especially romantic) relationships most of her life. Growing up with a possibly manic-depressive, narcissistic and schizophrenic (until today undiagnosed) single mother until adolescence I had the feeling that memories and issues stemming from my childhood hold me back in my adult time for a long time, but I just recently took the courage to challenge... New Here: Survivor [27,f] Of Emotional Childhood Abuse
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