I Am Confused By My Psychiatrist Reaction To A Questions. Please Help Me Understand

My Psychiatrist has been treating me for the past six years. I said something to him that I feel changed the dynamics of our therapeutic relationship. I explained to him that I had a tough week with nightmares every night for the last seven days, struggled with suicide idealization and self harm behaviors, which I didn t act on. I then said I feel like I have taken steps backward and I don t want to disappoint him. I asked him is it wrong for me to worry about disappointing him. The... I Am Confused By My Psychiatrist Reaction To A Questions. Please Help Me Understand
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