Cursed Or Just The Circle Of Life - An Exercise In Reprogramming My Inner Voice

I have two major things going on at once that would stress anyone - but to me it feels like more punishment from God or the Universe. Someone I love deeply as if he were my son is dying of liver cancer ... As in possibly in the next few days. And my mother fell and broke major bones and is not doing so well - often that sort of thing is the beginning of the end in the very elderly. I ve been working hard today to keep telling myself that yes, it s bad timing, two at once, but it is just... Cursed Or Just The Circle Of Life - An Exercise In Reprogramming My Inner Voice
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