First Time Sharing On A Forum Like This... Unsure

I don t know how to start off here, but I ll try. I have had many years of therapy but I still feel lost and hurt and just not somewhat angry. I am a 55 year old woman and have been raped and sexually abused from 6-16 and 4 of them were family members and the other three were neighbors and friends of my mom s and again I was raped at 47 by someone I trusted and went to church with. I feel I had no-one there to save me or to trust. Couldn t say anything because my first abuser, my stepfather,... First Time Sharing On A Forum Like This... Unsure
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