I Was Sexually Assaulted But Told My Boyfriend I Cheated

Is getting sexually assaulted while in a relationship cheating? What do I do if I told my ex I cheated but am finally accepting the fact that I was actually assaulted? Okay...here it goes. I m not really sure how to write this, but I ll try my best. Be warned I wrote a ton...mostly because I wrote to help sort out all my thoughts...but there s a brief summary if you don t feel like reading. Maybe other people who are in relationships and get assaulted can relate? I... I Was Sexually Assaulted But Told My Boyfriend I Cheated
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