Ex Army Way I Feel ?

I m on daily visits from the Crisis Team at the moment. You get whoever is available, sometimes one, sometimes two. After a very unpleasant rape nightmare last night I was really hoping it would be an all female visit today. A man phoned to say he and his colleague, whose name I didn t get but thought was Angie, would be round in half an hour. I opened the door to two men, one a stranger, one I recognised as someone OK I ve met twice. Without thought I said "Oh, I didn t realise you meant... Oh Dear, Have I Just Done Wrong?
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