Was In An Abusive Relationship And I Still Love Him When I Should Hate Him. Why ?

I could really use some ideas on this. There is a therapist I would really like to work with via Skype, but she is concerned about what would happen if the work triggered me into a state where I couldn t keep myself safe, and she wouldn t be here. It s great that she is thinking ahead like this, and I wish all therapists were this conscientious about safety. But I don t want this to get in the way of what otherwise might be really helpful for me. I actually don t think that the material... Need Some Ideas About Safety
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