Feeling Broken

I ve been in a relationship now for over a year. It s my first real relationship and she is great in everything she does. The problem is, when she doesn t. We live about an hour from one another, which to her is a fairly long distance relationship. She s never dated someone outside the town she lives in. I ve been in the Military for 7.5 years, 4 active duty, and 3 active guard which has required me to travel about 50% of the time, being away from 1-6 mos at a time. My perspective of long... Am I Not Being Reasonable?
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