Pelvic Physical Therapy?

I am at the end of my tether. I am a laughing stock. I am deeply Depressed. I am excessively anxious. I think about dark actions constantly. I don t want to be me any more. I can t do it. I care for and worry about people that don t want me to care for or worry about them. I am a nuisance to others. I hate me. I hate me so much. I so want to help people, to support them, care for them but they won t let me. They just push me away. I am never good enough. I am a total nuisance in chat... Depression, Safe Hatred, Suicidal Thoughts
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