Nearly Crashed A Concrete Barrier Head On

So it s been lots of years since I last cut. I m having too much trouble focusing to remember exactly how many. But tonight, for unknown reasons, I am having the strongest urges I ve felt in years. Everything inside me is screaming out to do it. To be honest, I am wishing that when the urges first started up a few hours ago, I d just given in then and cut. Because they weren t so intense so I would have been less likely to do serious damage. These urges are so strong that if I gave in,... Strongest Self Harm Urges In Years
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